Sunday, September 30, 2007♠
◄†3:59 PM †►
DAMMSTUDIES•†•
dam u geog. u cost me headaches, ur boiling my brain juicies. wow, ░slipknot° songs help to destress lots. especially EYELESS, it owns, wif nonsensical lyrics.Insane - am I the only motherfucker with a brain?
I'm hearing voiced but all they do is complain
How many times have you ever wanted to kill
Everything and everyone - say you'll do it but never will
You can't see California without Marlon Brando's eyes
I am my father's son
Cuz he's a phantom, a mystery and that leaves me nothing!
How many times have you wanted to die?
It's too late for me - all you have to do is get rid of me
It's all in your head
I'ts all in my head
It's all in your head
It tried - you lied to me for so long
Everywhere I go, there's a sense of it
Freak on my antics and give me a choice
Doesn't matter if I give a shit - it's shit that you gave me
Do you wanna feel pain? Takin' my name in vain
Caring never felt so lame inside
Anybody else got pride? Do you wanna take my life?
Maybe I'll reverse my ride
Who the fuck are you? Fuck you!
Better suck it up 'cause you bled through
Better get away from me
Stay the fuck away from me
I feel safe - seems you're saved
Look me in my brand new eye
. haha lame lyrics but sounded nice, well, tat's slipknot. dun wry, i dun really like slipknot, jus their songs. haha, im nonsensical, sry, jus f*cked up bout studying every now and den. so many ppl motivated me to study, i study for god dam 1 thing, results. i dun even care or noe if im wana go poly, jc or ite. i have no aim, no ambition, no life. im a sucker! haha.
†lovesANDhatred†
Saturday, September 29, 2007♠
◄†2:30 PM †►
last blogged at 24th Sept, tat's quite long ago or wad? Hv been f*cking busy, wif no laptop batt, i miss gunz. im addicted? no? i play for the sake for de-stressing. i've been motivated by 'ERHEMM' to mug, so, i did study. But, i suppose to bloody study now, im jus stealing time to use the comp, waste time, lalala. heck care, mum's outside, but i guess, i mus study for the sake of result, dun wana regret. waiting for 9th oct and 10th oct, i'll gona love this 2 days. :)
9th oct, y? MY NEW PHONE GONA BE DELIVERED TO MY HOME :DDD. YAY-NESS. w580i, heck care, so wad if it's not 3G, nv even use 3G. haha.
10 oct, y? i dunno. hehe.
i downloaded more den erm, 10 songs today? wana hear punk-metal, sum41. hehe, i mastered bulletformyvalentine ROOM409 and HITTHEFLOOR.
haha, i jus rEaLIS3D, j0El tYp3s !ik3 th1s. f()n|\|y eh? S0rRy, d!dnt m3AN to m0cK 0n +h3 w@y u typ3. |-|A|-|A. ☺☻☺☻☺☻
lol. ok, enough of my crappy post. hahahahaha. bye.
love ♦*♠a◘r♣l♥*♦*○*
†lovesANDhatred†
Monday, September 24, 2007♠
◄†5:10 PM †►
CrimeConfession†
omg, i downloaded more den 100 songs in 2 days. online police, pls dun track my ip address. i dun wan to go jail nor wan to pay fine. $.$ I HAVE NO MONEY. I'M A 15 YRS OLD BOY... IM INNOCENT, I ONLY DONWLOADED SOME METALCORE SONGS.†lovesANDhatred†
Sunday, September 23, 2007♠
◄†2:31 PM †►
hmm, i jus realised something, u need to log into imeem acc b4 u can hear the full ver. of the songs uploaded. tat sux. so lazy to login. zzzz.
haha using my cousin SUPER laggy comp. wah even worst den my dad's. :X the word i typed came out few secs late. at least my dad's comp lag only 0.5 sec or so.
yup, im at my cousin's house doing nth. my blog is dead, no one visits. haha. who cares. -.-!
hearing slipknot and avenged sevenfold help me kills boredom. yay. haha.
exam next week n im still enjoying. haha, so many ppl studying now. i feel guilty :O. i hope tat i would pass all my exams, wifout studying. haha, good luck and dream on, adrian!
†lovesANDhatred†
Saturday, September 22, 2007♠
◄†11:47 AM †►
new playlist by me :D enjoy :DD
†lovesANDhatred†
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◄†11:29 AM †►
omfg, this god damn comp is so slow n laggy. argh. i wan my laptop batt BACK! Zzz, i cant seem to upload critical acclaim to imeem. WHY? O remembered to print out mr cheng's cosine function graph worksheet. later tio scolding. haha.
how to do sia, stupid cossine worksheet. 8 pages. -.- will spend the whole day figuring out how to finish it. or monday go school early to copy.
no one read my blog eh. haha whocares.
†lovesANDhatred†
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◄†7:49 AM †►
haha, yst the late teacher came at 8.30 and lesson end at 10pm. Zzzzz. Today he coming again, cos next week is chinese exam alr. Sian, 8.30am got amtahs tuition, wahliao, dun feel like going at all...
o, i uploaded to imeem almost easy by avenged seveenfold :) NEW SONG. WOOO~~~
Go!
I feel insane every single time I'm asked to compromise
I'm not afraid, just stuck in my ways
That's the way you say HEY-HEY-HEY
I'm not in, I'm asked to go, you were so ignorant
You will be history
Now that look on your face may enforce therapy
I'm not afraid, I'm not
I'm not insane
(I'm not) Come back to me, it's almost easy
(I'm not) Come back to me, it's almost easy
Shame pumping through my heart
At the thought of losing you
In a way it's the truth of fame
This vile business
And if you drown in sadness
Blue with sour memories
Nothing will be
Sink deep inside I'm not afraid
I'm not a, I'm not a
I'm not insane I'm not afraid
(I'm not) Come back to me, it's almost easy
(I'm not) Come back to me, it's almost easy
(I'm not) Come back again, it's almost easy
(I'm not) Come back again, it's almost easy
Synyster Gates!
No one would have lost something
(??? again, wah?)
As you slowly drift away
I'm losing this fight
I'm pleading for someone to let me break away
I'm not insane, I'm not insane (chuckling)
I'm not insane, I'm not insane
(I'm not) Come back to me, it's almost easy
(I'm not) Come back again, it's almost easy
:DD jus now was uploading critical acclaim but laptop blackout, my mum kept the laptop charger again. i'm waiting for a7x new album :D.
uploading critical acclaim, have some minor prob wif dad's gay comp, will update this post later again.
†lovesANDhatred†
Friday, September 21, 2007♠
◄†8:06 PM †►
HAHAA Im stealing time to blog again.
My f*cking chinese tuition teacher is late. Hehe. suppose to come at *7.30pm, where is he now? Who noes, mayb he is not coming. hehe i hope so. PLS DUN COME.
My freedom is best
Whole countrys on house arrest
And everyones a suspect
You cant feel the flow because you died
Face down on a suicide
The muthafuckers on self-destruct
Nobody guardin your back, its all a front
Save this! my rage is bliss!
Im takin names and gettin pissed!
Wheres chuck d when ya need him?
You aint shit, just a puddle on the
Bed spread
The maniac psycho
Cool j screamed the shit
But I still cant believe it
Man, its funny that you scare me so
Just enough to fuck me up again and again
Hard life is hard as hell
Better back the fuck on up
Cuz this is...
No kind of life! this is no kind of life!
(Ive got to get out!)
Its no kind of life! this is no kind of life!
(you cant blame me!)
Cant be real no more - your mask is skin and bone
Savor every flavor you want cuz its not your own
Bad-ass at bat, man
Forget about the battle, its the war we gotta win
Breathe! amer-cult, breathe! on more - seethe!
Freak like you gotta pair
Wont be my fault
When youre painted in the corner of a no-good life
This is...
No kind of life! this is no kind of life!
(Ive got to get out!)
Its no kind of life! this is no kind of life!
(you cant blame me!)
I cant remember, I dont understand,
Is it malice that makes you this way?
Carry it with you til someone forgives you
I laugh cuz theres nothing to say
You cant begin to consider the
Palpable hate in the air when youre here
None of us wonder what weather youre under
Youre making it perfectly clear!
Lights aint on - shit aint right
Never had peace so I had to fight
Can you look in my eyes when my backs against
The wall, slash at my eyes, surprise, youll never get me
Youre all reality and sound bites
And the freedom is never in plain sight
The feelings, the question, the price is too
Human, for fucking sake - this is...
No kind of life! this is no kind of life!
(Ive got to get out!)
Its no kind of life! this is no kind of life!
(you cant blame me!)
†lovesANDhatred†
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◄†2:39 PM †►
oh god, adrian purposely accidently didnt wash his hamster's cage.
SHIT, adrian feel ssooooooo lazzyy and sleepy now.
SHIT, adrian's mum gona be at home the whole of today.
SHIT, adrian loves SLIPKNOT too much, he cant stop listenning.
SHIT, adrian's missing someone now.
SHIT, adrian dun feel like studying.
SHIT, adrian's f*cking tired.
SHIT, adrian's mum nagging him rite now.
SHIT, adrian cant stop typing shit on this post.
SHIT, adrian's going mad.
SHIT, adrian's probably gona take a nap later.
SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT.
Shitty post shall end wif Joey Jordison's drum solo.
Shitty post shall end here.
†lovesANDhatred†
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◄†2:10 PM †►
Hmm, im thinking wad to add on to my blog. If u do not noe, tagboard is below... Hmm, this blogskin seems boring. Dunno lar, mayb will change the next time, after exams?
Today, I PASSED PHYSICS TEST. HOORAY. I passed it for the very first time. Dun laugh at me pls. I sux at physics and chemistry. i hate sciences.
Got geog test today. I didnt even studied yst, so i chiong during morning assembly. haha. Hope tat i pass, i bullshited in the paper. Amaths test today also horrible, i did the first 3 sums, den i accidently fallen asleep for more den 5 mins. Den, i rush. Dunno y so sleepy, mayb becos i sick? haha. 1 week of sickness, im sick of being sick. Stupid flu virus, i hate u, ur making life difficult for me. u idiot. get out of my body!
hais, time to wash my hamster cage. it'd been months since i play wif it. sorry poor hamster, i've nv spend enough time wif u. sorry. sometimes i even forget to feed u. poor lil hamster. adrian is sucha monster, doesnt play wif his pet and sometimes forget to feed it.
using my dad's comp to post this. omg so laggy lar. the words i typed come out 1 sec late. or issit tat i typed too fast? haha. laggy comp lar. dunno how old this comp is. from p5 untill now? the keyboard is so dirty, the comp is so slow. haha.
ok bye, gona go clean up hamster's cage. wait b4 i go, i gona upload this song, Take A Look Around by LIMP BIZKIT. Joel said it genre is rapcore, so let it be rapcore.
†lovesANDhatred†
Thursday, September 20, 2007♠
◄†5:09 PM †►
YAY! New Blogskin made by me :D :D :D :D. BOO! Exams coming, need to study. :(
It'd been 5 days since i blog. Today is 20/09/07 if im not wrong...
Shit, 8 more days to english exams. Damn those ppl who created EXAM.
EXAM SUX
EXAM SUX
EXAM SUX
EXAM SUX
EXAM SUX
EXAM SUX
EXAM SUX
EXAM SUX
EXAM SUX
EXAM SUX
EXAM SUX
Im sure u agree wif me.
Zzzz, Sat, i wan to go out wif Joel, but freakin control freak (MUM) dun allow me to, and expect me to study the whole freakin weekend. Weekend, WEEEEKKENDD, is for poor adrian to rest. Havent been sleeping well, havent had enough rest, and lazy to sleep, felt tat sleeping is a waste of time.
I shall end my post now wif a song by linkin park, Bleed It Out.
Byes.
†lovesANDhatred†
Saturday, September 15, 2007♠
◄†2:34 PM †►
ystday + today = totally sleepless. BUT lazy to sleep o.O.
Today morning the weather so EMO, so cooling. Cant enjoy it becos of my f*cking cough.
Wan to sleep but cough cough cough make me sleepless. Idiotic. :(
I finally managed to study, motivated by all those who reall studied. I stduied Physics, the only subject i failed. Zzzz, study make me sleepy, when i was about to sleep, i cough, makes me awake. And the cycle continued. Lame sia. Stupid emo wet weather.
I jus realised i have no dreams. Totally no dreams. Always blank i guess. Dumb right? Sleep, blank, wake up. As good as not sleeping. Lol.
Lordi It Snows In Hell. I jus realised it is something like a combination of Slipknot + Avenged Sevenfold. The singer has freaky voice, the guitar lick is godly. :D
You did the trick
I didn´t see it coming
I did not hear a sound
Though you were quick
I will not be forgiving
You won´t be waiting for my return
I promise you baby - You´ll burn
Now it snows in hell
This is the day foretold till death do us part
Now it snows in hell
I´ve gone away but I´ve got you in my heart
All frozen and scarred
Your life goes on
and it´s infuriating
how did you not get caught
Your deed will spawn
a fate beyond your making
You won´t be waiting for my return
I promise you baby - You´ll burn
And now it snows in hell - We´re done masquerading
This is the day foretold till death do us part
Now it snows in hell - No you won´t be waiting
I´ve gone away but I´ve got you in my heart
All frozen and scarred
You shouldn´t visit me at my grave
My hands will grab you through the dirt
I giveth - I taketh away
Whitness my rebirth from the devil´s churn
O, drowning pool is not bad either. Issit Indie+Deathrock? haha, keyboard and turntables. Nice combi. :D
I like the 'techy' effect. :D
Stefan introduced me to this song i guess. But the version a lil diff.
REEEEEEMMMMMMMMMMIXXXXXXXXXX version
Mask
†lovesANDhatred†
Friday, September 14, 2007♠
◄†4:26 PM †►
Laugh at Devil Cause Devil is a Loser
You wanted power and you begged for fame
You wanted everything the easy way
You wanted gain without pain
Now your bill is in the mail
You got stronger but your mind got weak
You made a promise that you couldn't keep
You had it all - You lost more
It's all there in the fee
Via hell incorporated (regeneration)
1st you love it then you hate it (you're such a saint)
And now you're never gonna make it (bad situation)
Get on get on down
there's hell to pay
Cause the devil is a loser and he's my bitch
For better or for worse and you don't care which
Cause the devil is a loser and he's my bitch
Runnin' into trouble you skitch
He's my bitch
You wanted riches and a license to kill
You got poverty, then you got ill
You got poor and you lost your will
All your dreams unfulfilled
I get my kicks when you blow your fuse
No-one got killed but that's no excuse
Hands up, I let you know when it's done
I've got the only gun
Via hell incorporated (regeneration)
1st you love it then you hate it (you're such a saint)
And now you're never gonna make it (bad situation)
Get on get on down
there's hell to pay
Cause the devil is a loser and he's my bitch
For better or for worse and you don't care which
Cause the devil is a loser and he's my bitch
Runnin' into trouble you skitch
And there were no refunds (devil is a loser)
Just failing guarantees (devil is a loser)
"Confess your sins, son" (devil is a loser)
Said the preacher on TV (devil is a loser)
You got yourself some greasepaint
Set of white and black
All you got was laughter and
Gene Simmons on your back
Cause the devil is a loser and he's my bitch
For better or for worse and you don't care which
Cause the devil is a loser and he's my bitch
Runnin' into trouble you skitch
He's my bitch (the devil is a loser and he's my bitch]
For better or for worse and you don't care which
Cause the devil is a loser and he's my bitch
Runnin' into trouble you skitch
Yeah
Runnin' into trouble you skitch
Whooow
Runnin' into trouble you skitch
...
Haha, funny song. Lordi is not bad eh.?
Lordi singer voice is quite hardcore. Haha.
Mushroom Head, the starting funny. lol. the singer is WIERD. Overall is quite nice.
†lovesANDhatred†
Thursday, September 13, 2007♠
◄†10:19 PM †►
hey ppl, im back to blog :D hehe.
Ok, i'll nv forget Sept11 2007 , i guess :D.
Today morning, got up of bed, suddenly got sore throat. And i think i used up more den 10 packs of tissues today, got running rose. My nose is running. :(
Feels ok now.
Suddenly listen to Emo Rock :/ haha. Doesnt Mean i feel emo now. I feel tat im the luckiest guy becos of someone. Here's Funeral For a Friend, History
song, Juneau also by FFAF.
Song, Into Oblivion
Song, You Tell Me
Song, This Year's Most Open Heartbreak
Short Post, bye. :D
†lovesANDhatred†
Wednesday, September 12, 2007♠
◄†3:20 PM †►
I fed up wif ***. Yes. My mum. Kept my laptop charger. Using laptop halfway,no batt. REALLY IRRITATING. But luckily *she* cheered me up. Love her. :D:D:D
†lovesANDhatred†
Tuesday, September 11, 2007♠
◄†5:10 PM †►
Today was an awesome day. Ty to lovelything
Hi, stefan asked me," Linkin Park do screamo song?" Yes. Hell lot of them i think. Here's one of the song. Lazy to find, the chorus is shouting. Faint EMT REMIX.
I am a little bit of loneliness a little bit of disregard
Handful of complaints but I can’t help the fact that everyone can see
these scars
I am what I want you to want what I want you to feel
But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you, to just believe
this is real
So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I got
[Chorus]
(I can't feel the way I did before)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
(Time won't heal this damage anymore)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
I am a little bit insecure a little unconfident
Cause you don't understand I do what I can but sometimes I don't make
sense
I am what you never wanna say but I've never had a doubt
It's like no matter what I do I can't convince you for once just to hear
me out
So I let go watching you turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I've got
[Chorus]
(I can't feel the way I did before)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
(Time won't heal this damage anymore)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
(No)
(Hear me out now)
(You're gonna listen to me, like it or not)
(Right now)
(Hear me out now)
(You're gonna listen to me, like it or not)
(Right now)
(I can't feel the way I did before)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
[Chorus]
(I can't feel the way I did before)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
(Time won't heal this damage anymore)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
I can't feel
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Another ATREYU great song. The guitar lick is jus wonderful. DOOMSDAY. At least his shouting is better in this song.
Go!
Verse:
A rush of blood, to my head
Leaves me winded and wanting
To feel the weakness, in my body
Beaten and crushed like my soul
I walked the streets flirting death
But it never kissed back
I'm so lucky so cursed so fucked up
But that's the way that it goes
It's in the ebb and the flow
I wish that I could give you my time
GIVE YOU MY TIME
Chorus:
Seems like doomsday has come early this year
The last angel has gone
I can't remeber the last time I cried
The last angel has gone home
Verse:
The memories stacking up
And they pull at my guts
What do I have to do to end it?
The better days hacked away
Leaving the only pain
This regret is never ending
But in the blink of an eye
This life passes you by
I wish that I could give you my time
GIVE YOU MY TIME
Chorus:
Seems like doomsday has come early this year
The last angel has gone (angel has gone)
I can't remeber the last time I cried (last time I cried)
The last angel has gone home (angel has gone)
I can't remeber, I can't remeber, I can't remeber the last time I cried
Chorus:
Seems like doomsday has come early this year
The last angel has gone (angel has gone)
I can't remeber the last time I cried (last time I cried)
The last angel has gone home (ANGEL HAS GONE)
Oh!
Atreyu - One of the best song- HONOR.
Verse:
Resolute a stance of defiance
Always teetering on the brink
Nothing can hold you back when
WHEN YOU'RE NOT HOLDING BACK A THING
Open arms we embrace tomorrow
Closed fists, tarnishing today
We're not afraid to open our mouths and scream:
WE BELIEVE IN WHAT WE SAY
Chorus:
Like a wishper to the dusk
An oath against the shadows, denying the dark
FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT 'til the break of dawn
Like a prayer unto the dawn
In arms against the shadows, destroying the dark
FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT 'til the break of dawn
Verse:
Covered in sweat and blood
Yet still our heads held high
Actions have consequences
When you live for foolish pride
Been careful not to lose ourselves
Stand together one passion, one hate
We believe in a better tomorrow
We believe in WHAT WE SEE
Chorus:
Like a wishper to the dusk
An oath against the shadows, denying the dark
FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT 'til the break of dawn
Like a prayer unto the dawn
In arms against the shadows, destroying the dark
FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT 'til the break of dawn
FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT 'til the break of dawn
Bridge(x2):
We'll fight our battles
We'll wage our wars
Settle the score with honor and blood
We'll wear our scars like medals of hope
LIKE MEDALS OF HOPE, LIKE MEDALS OF HOPE
Chorus:
Like a wishper to the dusk
An oath against the shadows, denying the dark
FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT 'til the break of dawn
Like a prayer unto the dawn
In arms against the shadows, destroying the dark
In arms against the shadows, destorying the dark
In arms against the shadows, destorying the dark
FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT 'til the break of dawn
FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT 'til the break of dawn
FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT 'til the break of dawn
FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT 'til the break of dawn
tat's all for today i guess. bye.
†lovesANDhatred†
Monday, September 10, 2007♠
◄†5:27 PM †►
Haha. Im so tired tat i slept while playing my guitar jus now. den the whole guitar fell on the ground. Now got more scratches. Heart Pain :(.
Sian. My mum kept the laptop charger. Now using my dad's comp to blog. Waitin for someone to get online. Guess will only be online tonite. hahas. Slipknot Vermillion Pt 2 is really really nice rite? Cant stop listenning. I think i listenned over a million times alr. hahas. Its their only ' acoustic ' song and its nice. Tat's Great Rite? I think i would wana buy their album, but the shit thing is tat, they are banned in singapore n malaysia, dunno for wad reasons.
Waiting For A7X new album. Surely go buy or download. Critical Acclaim iS nice, the rev sang. Haha. I mus admit Synyster Voice isnt tat nice, but his guitar is godly, hell godly.
Cant stop laughing at Atreyu's Song- You Give Love A Bad Name. HAHA. Here, hear it too, dunno y keep laughing at the vulgarities. Sorry, im a vulgar kid. hahas.
Something wrong wif the player. SRY...
Here's the 'GAY' version. Too jazzy for me. and slow.
Shot through the heart and you're to blame
Darling you give love, a bad name
FUCK YOU!(LOL)
angel's smile is what you sell
Promise me heaven, then put me through hell
Chains of love, got a hold on me
passion's a prison, you can't break free
Whoa!
You're a loaded gun
Yeah, whoa...
There's nowhere to run
No one can save you
the damage is done
Shot through the heart
And you're to blame
You give love a bad name
I play my part and you play your games
You give love a bad name
You give love a bad name (name)
You paint that smile on your lips
Blood red nails on your fingertips
A school boy's dream, you act so shy
Your very first kiss was your first kiss goodbye
Whoa!
You're a loaded gun
Whoa...
There's nowhere to run
No one can save me
The damage is done
Shot through the heart
And you're to blame
Darling You give love a bad name
I play my part and you play your games
You give love a bad name
You give love...
Shot through the heart
And you're to blame
Darling you give love a bad name
I play my part and you play your games
You give love a bad name
Shot through the heart
And you're to blame
you give love a bad name
I play my part and you play your games
You give love a bad name
You give love a bad name
Ok, another great music by Atreyu, if he shout, it sux, oh well, guitar's nice. :D slow rock. (:
Paramore :D REWIND.
BulletForMYValentine.TEARSDUNFALL. This song jus rocks.
Lets go!
With blood shot eyes I watch you sleeping
The warmth I feel beside me is slowly fading
Would she hear me if I called her name?
Would she hold me if she knew my shame?
There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk's in the wrong direction
There's always someone fucking hanging on
Can anybody help me make things better?
Your tears don't fall
They crash around me
Her conscience calls the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall
They crash around me
Her conscience calls the guilty to come home
The moments died, I hear no screaming
The visions left inside me are slowly fading
Would she hear me if I called her name?
Would she hold me if she knew my shame?
There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk's in the wrong direction
There's always someone fucking hanging on
Can anybody help me make things better?
Your tears don't fall
They crash around me
Her conscience calls
Another BulletForMYVALENTINE. Hands Of Blood.
NOWWWWWW!
There goes my Valentine again
Soaked in Red for what she said
And Now shes gone!
Oh my god have I done it again,
there's a pulse and its deafening!
I cant help what i hear in my head,
Its the switch that I flip, when it says
Hand of Blood!
I dont wanna feel my heart is breaking,
Hand Of Blood!
I dont wanna see my life is burning
I saw you look away,
is what you've seen to much to take or are you blind and seeing nothing.
(I saw you run)I saw you run away,
Is what ive done to much to take or are you scared of being nothing.
Theres a stain on my hand, and its red
Oh my god, am I losing it?!
I cant help what I've done or I've said
It's the button i push, when it says
Hand of Blood!
I dont wanna feel my heart is breaking,
Hand Of Blood!
I dont wana see my life is burning.
I saw you look away,
Is what youve seen to much to take or are you blind and seeing nothing.
(I saw you run) I saw you run away,
Is what ive done to much to take or are you scared of being nothing
(guitar solo)
NOOOOOOWW!
(scream)!!
I saw you look away,
is what you've seen to much to take or are you blind and seeing nothing
(I saw you run)I saw you run away,
Is what I've done to much to take or are you scared of being nothing
Okays, i guess i better end the post now. lol. byes. music rocks ur life.
ur the loveliest girl.
†lovesANDhatred†
Saturday, September 08, 2007♠
◄†11:41 PM †►
I'm going crazy metal bands- Click On The Name Below To Visit Them!
Atreyu
Avenged Sevenfold
SLipKnoT
MushRooMheAd
LorDI
BullEt For MY Valentine
And A Non-Metal band- PlainWhiteT's
:D
†lovesANDhatred†
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◄†10:40 PM †►
She seems dressed in all the rings Of past fatalaties So fragile yet so devious She continues to see Climatic hands that press Her temples and my chest Enter the night that she came home Forever Oh (She's the only one that makes me sad) She is everything and more The solemn hypnotic My Dahlia, bathed in posession She is home to me I get nervous, perverse when I see her it's worse But the stress is astounding It's now or never she's coming home Forever Oh (She's the only one that makes me sad) Hard to say what caught my attention fixed and crazy, Aphid Attraction Carve my name in my face, to recognize Such a pheromone cult to terrorize I won't let this build up inside of me(x4)(Yeah!) I'm a slave, and I am a master No restraints and, unchecked collectors I exist through my need, to self-oblige She is something in me, that I despise I won't let this build up inside of me(x8)She isn't real, I can't make her realShe isn't real, I can't make her real(She isn't real, I can't make her real)(She isn't real, I can't make her real)
†lovesANDhatred†
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◄†10:10 PM †►
Changed my song to Vermillion Pt 2 By SlipKnot. Its darn NICE! Here's the remix version.
†lovesANDhatred†
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◄†9:53 PM †►
hi everyone, are u BORED of my skin? I think im very bored of it.. haha. Gona change it as soon as i have time.
And YaRH, i got a very good excuse to use the comp now. My dad asked me to book court and, yar, the slot only openned around 10pm. Need to be offline after i booked it. Sry ChengNi for having no time to finish, eh, whose blog was it again? haahs.
OK, short post tats all :D. :)
†lovesANDhatred†
Thursday, September 06, 2007♠
◄†10:09 PM †►
Ok, I was missed. (FULLSTOP).
Haha! No lar, not the end of this post. YUP, Nah n Joel Made my day ystday nite. Quarreled wif my parents but this 2 persons cheered me up! SOMEHOW. Chat wif Nah about girl ystday nite till 1.50am? Or somewhere there and i felt asleep. Sorry Nah! YUPS.
Den today morning woke up at around 10.30am, Mum and Dad quarrels woke me up. Den on comp wifout battery charger (MY MUM KEPT IT SOMEWHERE). Fish her. Grandparents took taxi here and went to AMK hub to eat den head home again.
Ok, CONVERSATION OF THE DAY :D
Nadia(: Reservation made((: says:
i miss kayaking sia suddenly gt craving to go kayaking.lol
ƒìšh Õff. says:
lol!
ƒìšh Õff. says:
roll roll roll ur boat.
ƒìšh Õff. says:
den wads the next lyrics eh?
Nadia(: Reservation made((: says:
gently down the stream
ƒìšh Õff. says:
o.
ƒìšh Õff. says:
den..?
ƒìšh Õff. says:
merrily something.
Nadia(: Reservation made((: says:
i donno
Nadia(: Reservation made((: says:
lol
Nadia(: Reservation made((: says:
erm i think merrily 4 times then gently down the stream?
ƒìšh Õff. says:
o.
ƒìšh Õff. says:
wah
ƒìšh Õff. says:
good memories.
ƒìšh Õff. says:
or u sing that song often?
ƒìšh Õff. says:
haahs.
Nadia(: Reservation made((: says:
haha no lah
Nadia(: Reservation made((: says:
i also donno.lol
ƒìšh Õff. says:
Eh, i put this conversation on my blog arh
ƒìšh Õff. says:
:D
Nadia(: Reservation made((: says:
lol
Nadia(: Reservation made((: says:
anythin
Forgot to mention something, Joel's is lovesick RIGHT NOW! The time is 10:18pm. Joel wans to SEE someone HOLD someone alot now. BUT, TOO BAD! MUAHAHA. Ok! Sry Joel, im evil. Too evil. But evil ppl owns.
O, DINGJIE! I LINKED YOU! Dun call me BianTai. No one else wans to link wad. I oso jus realised all girls.
O, and i googled Tabitha's name and found her blog. Amazing Rite? Google had such a amazing system. Can Get Whatever You Wan To Get.! Should advertise google! Go ahead tell everyone Google owns.
Ok. This post was lame. Im lame so who cares. LAMO!
†lovesANDhatred†
Sunday, September 02, 2007♠
◄†10:42 PM †►
DUN LAUGH AT ME. WARN U, I WILL POKE UR EYES. RAWR
†lovesANDhatred†
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◄†9:48 PM †►
Im going Evanescence Crazy. I think Amylee is godly. HEll NICE. :D love her.
†lovesANDhatred†
Saturday, September 01, 2007♠
◄†10:13 PM †►
Hey there delilah
What's it like in New York City?
I'm a thousand miles away
But girl tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Times Square can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true
Hey there Delilah
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice it's my disguise
I'm by your side
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me
Hey there Delilah
I know times are getting hard
But just believe me girl
Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good
Hey there Delilah
I've got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away
I'd write it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
Delilah I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame
Hey there Delilah
You be good and don't you miss me
Two more years and you'll be done with school
And I'll be making history like I do
You know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there Delilah here's to you
This ones for you
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me.
to -------.
Jus changed my song.
†lovesANDhatred†
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◄†8:30 PM †►
Parental Advisory, Explicit Post, LEAVE IF U HATE VULGARITIES, OR UR A KID.
Wad a f*cking day. Official Pissers' Day. Got pissed off by my mum. F*cking hell. Leave if u think im whining.
It was a long story, my mum always wan to bring me out when i was about to study and she will say dun find excuses. It's not a f*cking excuse. I told myself to stop playing comp at 12.40 when she wans to bring me out. Hey, i think i shall not whine anymore. I jus realised im the one at most fault. I should not whine about why she wants to bring me out.
Hais. I'm the one should at blame, duh. I shouted at her when we were going out. I mean, i didnt mean to. I'm not suppose. Im so unfilial. Im such a sucker, a failure. I should think of others, cant be selfish. I jus realise this is a blog, so shall not whine either. Havin major gastric pain now. Fucking pain. I hoped tat this type of fucking incidents wont happen again and i think its all started by Adrian- the mother fucker. hahas. M i one? I think so.
I agree to a certain extent and Adrian Goh is a mother fucker. He did things tat he should not be doing. For example when his mum reminded him tat they are going out to have lunch, Adrian shouted back at his mum tat he hated going out wif her, and thought tat going out to have lunch so far away is meaningless.
But, on the other hand, Adrian Goh isnt such a mother fucker. He told himself quietly tat he gona study later at 12.40 when he was having fun on his comp. He didnt expect to go out to have lunch wif his mum. Adrian also thinks tat failing a subject isnt tat important. The fact is tat, he dont panic when he fails a subject. He oso wonders why. The truth is tat he really hates studying. Study can cause death to him. He thinks tat entering a JC isnt tat impt. So why study?
Therefore i conclude that Adrian Goh is 70% a mother fucker. What do YOU think?
Ok, the above paragraph was extreme dumb. Who gives a fuck. U jus read something fucking dumb. FUCK FUCK FUCK!. Im sry for being fucking vulgar. I guess i better stop now b4 u think im fucking vulgar. Byes. I felt so much better now after blogging...
†lovesANDhatred†
